Originally written on March 11, 2022
If you ask me how I’m doing, I’ll tell you that “I am fine” but deep inside there’s a lot of things going on that I couldn’t explain and I just have to hide it in those 3 words.
I am fine even when I’m not. Even when I’m on the verge of collapsing in front you. I want to remove this mask and let you see that I am struggling but I couldn’t do that and I won’t let myself do that. I like hiding what I am feeling to not be a burden. I want you to think that I am strong and I am doing well so that I won’t infect you with this negative energy.
I am fine and I want to believe that. They say that when you manifest and claim it, you’ll eventually have it and be it. Well, I want to believe that I am fine. For the longest time, I keep saying it. I keep faking it and I can’t really say if it’s working.
I am fine and I want you to believe it. Don’t ask me again or I might break. Don’t worry, one day when you ask me again how I am doing I will answer “I am fine” and it will be true.
It’s 2023, I am fine and it is true.
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