Another night where I’m thinking about everything and it’s been a while since I wrote about what I think, right now I’m thinking about what comes after, what’s going to happen next— this is the time where I’m supposed to be freaking out, I wasn’t until now (thanks brain). 

 I’m going to graduate in a month that means everything’s going to change right? I have to adjust to a whole lot of changes, it’s the next chapter of my life and this is the part where it gets real, I have to get a job which I’m very anxious about and also this is where I’m either going to find myself or feel completely lost. This is the time where I need to stop being lazy and stop fooling around. How I wish I could freeze time, I’m thinking about how I won’t see my friends often like I used to and the possibility that we won’t even be friends anymore that’s what makes me sad the most (friends come and go). I may say to myself that I’m ready but honestly I think I’m not.
Quite terrifying. 

Yes, everything is definitely going to change. 


This was supposed to be a weekly thing but I got caught up in school and in other stuff so I guess this will be a monthly thing maybe.

Lately, I’ve been thinking…

of better ways to save and how to be thrifty because right now my wallet is basically empty all thanks to my long vacant at school. I don’t get to save that much because I’m spending all my money on food, when you’re bored you eat lol. Other than that I’m thinking mostly of school and just school as much as possible all I want to think about is that rather than my problems.  

Lately, I’ve been feeling…

emotionally better than I did this summer I guess but physically as of the moment I’m feeling quite sick and I have a cold.

Lately, I’ve been wanting…

to go to the gym again because I feel like I’m gaining weight. 

Lately, I’ve been doing…

school works, I don’t get to do much these past few days because of my shitty schedule. I get to do stuff only on the weekends, my reading habit was changed, I get to write and read other blogs only on the weekends *sigh* 😓.

Lately, I’ve been hoping…

that my cold won’t turn into something else, I hope that I won’t get a flu or something. I also hope for the best in my studies this semester.

How’s your life lately?


As you may all know I’m doing two undergrad thesis this semester and you know what? It’s not going so well.

We had a very good topic to start of with our research and our thesis adviser approved our research title and he said that we should already start doing the first chapter which we did but later on when we pass our research title to the coordinator he said that the topic has already been done last semester, so now we have to start from scratch again.

It just really sucks because we already did the first chapter which is not that easy to do, all of our efforts are just wasted. What really sucks is that I have to think of another topic that should be related to my program.

My other research on the other hand, supposed to be written in our mother-tongue which is Filipino. This is probably much easier, our only problem here is translating English related studies to Filipino.

This semester is just short but I think it’s gonna be a long one because of this thesis.


Just by thinking of doing all the things I need to do like this two research that I need to work on for school makes me tired.

So I am currently brainstorming (not really because I’m writing this) for the research that I need to do, so I am gathering some related studies now, working on the introduction and allocating the tasks for my group mates for this thesis. Thinking of all this stuff and also my other subjects this semester makes me really tired.

All I can do now is to just take deep breaths and pray that I can get through this semester. I am going to need a big amount of patience, knowledge and understanding for this and also to be calm and never let the pressure get into me.

Wish me luck!