Where do you run,
when there’s no sun
and dark clouds
fills up the sky and
all the lights are gone? 

What do you do,
when you haven’t
got a clue of 
what is happening 
around you? 

Who do you ask,
that can answer fast,
all the questions
that you have before
the life vanishes
from your eyes? 


when can you start,
opening up your heart
and finally let go

of what’s been
tearing you apart? 


Some of us are held back on doing things that we want to do because of our fear of failure but if for a day you knew that you couldn’t fail, what would you do?

Another question, another thing to ponder about. 

Maybe answering thing question may lead to knowing your passion. 

Do not be afraid to go after what you want. 😊

This is the first question in this series that I have an answer for… (but I’m going to keep it to myself). 😉


I’m a huge fan of F.R.I.E.N.D.S and there are moments where out of nowhere a certain scene or phrase from the show suddenly pops into my head like recently when we were in a hotel room I suddenly remember the time Ross and Chandler stayed at a hotel and took every possible hotel amenities they could get lol well it also happens in random shows/movies/songs/memories like I’ll just remember a random memory from the past for no reason and lately a specific scene from F.R.I.E.N.D.S got stuck in my head, it was the one where Chandler quitted his job that he hated and he sort of pointed out that everybody hates their jobs then everybody disagreed and said that they love their jobs. Got me thinking what percentage of people actually love what they’re doing and actually enjoy their jobs? 

It is a norm in this society to get a job to be able to provide the needs and wants for one’s self or in short we work for money and most people follow the path where it can give them more money but do they love what they do? I contemplate a lot about this and about getting a job because I’m entering the “real world” and I don’t want to be stuck in doing something that I don’t like, I know money is important but I don’t want to be one of those people who surrender their whole life just by earning money, I know you have to pay bills and other stuff and it may be irrational or unreasonable to say that I don’t care how much I make as long as I’m doing what I love and what I’m passionate about. I’m a dreamer I know, I should slap myself and just wake up but I don’t want to sacrifice my entire life and happiness to doing something meaningless. 

Well, that’s what’s bugging me for tonight. Good night. 


Certain stuff comes into my head every day and every night. Some stuff are hopeful and some are not so hopeful. There are thoughts that I wish would just disappear and so for tonight’s late night questions I want to write about my what ifs

I can say that what ifs are some sort of regrets and imaginations like:

“What if I didn’t have said or done that?” or “What if I have said and done that?” or “What if ‘that’ didn’t happened?” 

It’s the chances we didn’t take, it’s the mistakes that we wanted to change and the situation we wish would have been different. Yes, I know life is very complicated and there are things that we just can’t change because it’s the way it is and we can’t really foresee the consequences of the decisions we make but I quite have a complicated mind as well that I often think of these what ifs. 

My what ifs revolves around my fears and doubts for the future: 

“What if I’ll become a failure?”
“What if I’ll never be happy?” 

My what ifs also covers the past events of my life like:

“What if certain things were different?” 
“What if ‘that’ didn’t happened would my life be different, a little better?” 

I tend to get so lost with these what ifs that I live in it. I always imagine the opposite of the things that I have done in the past and thinking that I could’ve done better and I always imagine my future and fear that I will not accomplish things. I’m imagining it all, the life I could have had or will have, the possible answers to my what ifs and that’s all it is right now they are just what ifs, they are just imaginations and I need to let that sink in.

I have realized while writing this is that what ifs can have two possible impacts in our lives it can either makes us miserable by dwelling too much on the fears and regrets of it or our what ifs can make us strive for success, to make up for our mistakes in the past and to work harder to move past on our fears for the future or in any doubts you have on yourself and in your life. 


This is to answer the questions from Liebster Award nomination from No Love For Fatties if you have time you can check out her blog, you’ll find lots of great stuff there.


1. Who inspires you?

Anyone that gives me insights about life that can make me have a wider perception on things. But a definite person would probably be my sister. 

2. What is your favourite childhood book?

I’m not fond of reading books when I was younger, I’m more of watching cartoons when I was a kid. 

3. Favourite movie?

A Walk To Remember and John Tucker Must Die

4. If you were on a deserted island, and food/clothing/shelter was provided already, what other 3 items would you take?

 Cellphone, WiFi and my bestfriend 🙂

5. Dogs or Cats?

CATS Forever 

6. BBQ or Picnic?

Both? As long as there’s food I’m in it lol

7. If you could travel anywhere/anytime, where/when would it be?

Time of Adam and Eve and live in the Garden of Eden. I’m just really curious about what it feels like to live there.

8. If you could have any super power, what would it be?

 Read minds or be invisible.

9. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

My shyness, but other than that I’m happy with what I have, that’s God’s gift to me and I accept it and value it. 

10. What is one thing you would love to tell a younger version of your best friend?

Work out! lol but really she should start getting fit. 

11. If you had to watch only one movie for the rest of your life, what would it be?

I would choose the film Bruce Almighty to watch for the rest of my life atleast I’ll have the laughter at the same time my faith is strengthened