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It’s quite interesting that in just a short span of time a lot of things can change. How in just a short amount of time you can completely change to a different kind of person, that everything you once believed in you just don’t believe in them anymore. Everything you once loved doing you just get tired of doing it. How in that short time you turned from a slight mess to a completely messed up broken person.

A monthly check on life.

Lately, I’ve been thinking…

Too much about everything and then nothing. I want to change this to “Lately, I want to think about…” and that is school that’s it I just want to focus on that as much as possible but I can’t. Lately it’s been too much thinking for me, I just need to shut my brain off. (But how?) 

Lately, I’ve been feeling…

Old and tired lol. Old because I just turned 20 last Wednesday. I feel really sad about it because I’m just not ready for adulthood yet and thinking that my age just dropped that suffix “-teen” makes me anxious. Tired because of life itself too much stuff going on. I badly need a break. 

Lately, I’ve been wanting…

To sleep and rest and leave and read and write and not exist for awhile or forever lol. But seriously I just want to get away and have some time alone it’s actually not a want it’s a need. I need to breathe. 

Lately, I’ve been doing…

I just started to read a book again. I’m currently reading Eleanor & Park it occupies my mind at night and I think I can finish it by today or tomorrow (hopefully).

Lately, I’ve been hoping…

For something, just something, anything.

How’s your life lately? 

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Just a monthly check on life.

Lately, I’ve been thinking…

about my upcoming preliminary exam tomorrow and I’m also not over about my problem on saving money because I just drained my savings account (well not completely) I really need to be thrifty. 

Lately, I’ve been feeling…

great, I feel really good. I can say that I am in one of my greatest mood as of the moment (sort of) even though I don’t have a voice right now because of a sore throat and cough, also I got sick two days ago but nonetheless I’m feeling better physically and emotionally. But I can also say that there are still some days in this month that wasn’t okay, I felt really tired but I carried on.

Lately, I’ve been wanting…

to write and read. I actually miss it, I still have this book that I want to finish but I can’t because of my schedule. I just want to be at home even just for a week to read, write and chill, that would be perfect right now but I have school and I have to wait 3 more months for semestral break.

Lately, I’ve been doing…

a lot of running, I got back on my daily routine of running in the morning and doing a bit of exercise, this is probably one of the reasons why I’m feeling great. Right now I’m about to study for my exam tomorrow, I pray that I will remember what I’m about to study.

Lately, I’ve been hoping…

for an easy exams in this preliminary exam week, I hope that I pass all my exams and I also hope that everything will turn out well in all aspects of my life.

How’s your life lately? 

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This was supposed to be a weekly thing but I got caught up in school and in other stuff so I guess this will be a monthly thing maybe.

Lately, I’ve been thinking…

of better ways to save and how to be thrifty because right now my wallet is basically empty all thanks to my long vacant at school. I don’t get to save that much because I’m spending all my money on food, when you’re bored you eat lol. Other than that I’m thinking mostly of school and just school as much as possible all I want to think about is that rather than my problems.  

Lately, I’ve been feeling…

emotionally better than I did this summer I guess but physically as of the moment I’m feeling quite sick and I have a cold.

Lately, I’ve been wanting…

to go to the gym again because I feel like I’m gaining weight. 

Lately, I’ve been doing…

school works, I don’t get to do much these past few days because of my shitty schedule. I get to do stuff only on the weekends, my reading habit was changed, I get to write and read other blogs only on the weekends *sigh* 😓.

Lately, I’ve been hoping…

that my cold won’t turn into something else, I hope that I won’t get a flu or something. I also hope for the best in my studies this semester.

How’s your life lately?