When I was young I was in a rush to grow up, believing that I can do whatever I want, whenever I want— it was all a lie.
I thought everything was better when you get to decide for your own, I ended up regretting every decisions I have made.
Looking back on it, everything was so simple. School was awful but at least there was a concrete destination. Living in this real world that we’re unaware of where it will lead us is terrifying— to have the feeling of ending up to nowhere is what makes it scary.
I wish to go back to those days where life was simple, I wish I didn’t take for granted those years, I wish I lived in the moment.
I had these thoughts while listening to Taylor Swift’s Never Grow Up. This song brings back nostalgia over my childhood, this song also makes me sad in a way that I miss everything back then when life was stress-free and kind of simple.
WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD