Fill up the void that I’m trapped in because nothing seems to suffice my cravings for a meaning, even if I expose myself to things that I normally hate doing and stepped out of the box that I once limit myself wandering.
Everything seems so senseless. I’m alive but I’m just floating, even if I let myself look forward to wonderful plans but knowing in the end it will all be nothing.
I thought I will fill up the spaces and the gaps that’s been missing as I grow older and live but I don’t really know where to find them. How can I find it, if I don’t know where to look or what to even look for? Especially when everyday feels like the same.