becoming something hard to find. 

Locked herself to defuse the pain
inside of her for she refused 
to be in the wrong lane 
that she’d unconsciously chose to be in. 

Wanting to escape the torturing
caused by her own musings, 
she found a way to disembark 
the car that her demons were driving. 

Her caged words and emotions
wanting to be freed, 
through a pen she decided
for it to be released 
but on a closed book,
only the one who wrote it could read.