Another night where I’m thinking about everything and it’s been a while since I wrote about what I think, right now I’m thinking about what comes after, what’s going to happen next— this is the time where I’m supposed to be freaking out, I wasn’t until now (thanks brain).
I’m going to graduate in a month that means everything’s going to change right? I have to adjust to a whole lot of changes, it’s the next chapter of my life and this is the part where it gets real, I have to get a job which I’m very anxious about and also this is where I’m either going to find myself or feel completely lost. This is the time where I need to stop being lazy and stop fooling around. How I wish I could freeze time, I’m thinking about how I won’t see my friends often like I used to and the possibility that we won’t even be friends anymore that’s what makes me sad the most (friends come and go). I may say to myself that I’m ready but honestly I think I’m not.
Quite terrifying.
Yes, everything is definitely going to change.
Totally know what you’re going through right now. I’m in my final year of high school and facing the decision of what I want to do with my life. I’m being thrust into this world of responsability and expectations and it’s terrifying. Everyone seems to have an opinion about it and it’s overwhelming the shit out of me.
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I know 😓 the pressure from the people around us is totally not helping. Anyways, are you going to college after?
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Yes, I’m planning on going to university. First I have to get through my exams though! Good luck with finding a job, I really hope you find one you’re passionate about!
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Good luck on everything, ace those exams 🙌🏼😊
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Life is always changing. Some changes are larger than others, but we have to take them all the same. Congratulations and good luck!
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It’s a lot to take in honestly but I’m hoping I can manage it all. Thank you 😊
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You’re welcome! You got this!
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